Change for the better?

I have had a massive change in my situation now. I am no longer going to placement, because of my 'health'. Now to me, my health is perfectly fine. But whatever. My family and friends are behind me and supporting my decision to stop because of the stupid school, and of I had a penny for the amount of times I have heard the words 'sometimes things happen for a reason, even if it is not clear what that reason is right now' i would be incredibly rich. But they are completely right. All the people who have said that to me, all love me, and I respect their opinion so much, it is barely real. I respect their opinion more than I respect my own. Because my own is distorted by upset, disappointment, anger and confusion. \but thanks to the support of my friends, I have made a decision which is DEFINITELY for the better.